Reluctant Cowgirl

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There were 30 elk in the pasture last night.

We stood leaning on an old apple tree, watching to see how they interacted with the new mustang horse. The elk cavorted and nudged each other. An old cow kicked out repeatedly at a spike bull who tried to mount her. The horse, mere yards away, hardly seemed to notice it all. I guess I shouldn’t have been surprised; after all, he was wildlife himself not that long ago.

Let me back up. I moved here, to where the elk graze out the window and you can see all the stars, one year, eight months and eighteen days ago. (It’s easy to calculate the elapsed time because I rolled in the very long, very icy driveway on January first.) I spent the first one year, eight months, and six days without a horse. This is not the sort of place a person like me should live without a horse, I determined, after not many of those horseless days elapsing.

Months (perhaps years, if we’re being honest) of daydreaming in the style of women who love horses brought me to a small pile of desired characteristics: versatility, hardiness, small and compact build, and if possible, some sort of rescue. One breed fit. Here I am in the west, and I should own a mustang.

Enter Henry.

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So now I do. He’s about 7, and when I think of the 6 years he spent as a wild stallion on the range somewhere outside Ely, Nevada, I marvel. No one pitched him hay or fed him supplements. There was no lean-to or shaving-lined stall to shelter in when the cold winter wind blew. His mane and tail tangled into burr-filled, hasty dreads. Other stallions bit his neck and flanks as they stood on their hind legs, no humans around to marvel at their primal form.


I don’t know if he prefers this life I’ve given him; if formerly wild horses would choose irrigated pastures and safe fence lines over a band of their own mares and a long trail to finding enough food. Some would argue he should have stayed wild. But I love that there is one fewer horse trampling habitat for native species in the Nevada high desert. I love that there is one fewer horse being put on a trailer bound for a Canadian slaughterhouse. I love that there is one more horse in my pasture, paying the elk no mind.

Author: jess

I love my dogs and equines and good food, drink and music. I believe that the world is a better place because of bad Sandra Bullock movies, Hank Williams, and honeybees. I used to think I would never live in the middle of nowhere eight hours from the ocean or own a horse as an adult, but now both are true, so I may be an unreliable narrator.

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